This is a different kind of happy for me. I've been so happy i completely forget anything but the person that is making me so deliriously happy, but this seems to be the best kind of elation there is.
When I'm with him, I'm laughing or smiling at all times. The world is just us two, and I'm happy about that. When we're around other people, I would like to think we are a couple who doesn't make you sick, being all gushy and sucking each others face off (you know who I'm talking about). And when I'm not with him, I'm myself. I'm focused, attentive, level headed and happy. It just seems to be the perfect balance.
I feel so carefree, despite the neverending stream of negative thoughts spewing from the back of my mind. It's easy to ignore those and just go with the flow. I'm just so relaxed, it's the perfect state of mind for this time of year. Not worrying about what I'm doing or making long term plans. Just doing what I want, when I want to.
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