for some reason, every year i think of the start of summer as a new beginning. not at the start of the year, but all the plans i hold are for between now and february. im determined to make it better than last year. i have a driving force, and i hope it doesnt propel me to do things for the wrong reasons. but trying to control it so much isnt healthy, so im making plans for me, and im following through for me too. not to show you that im better, better without you, better in every way you never thought i could be. thing in my life right now are pretty bad. but the little bits of good are good enough to keep me going. for now.
so hopefully some big changes are on their way.
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